This winter scene is awesome. It has so many elements in it that make winter such a great time of the year for our imaginations to run wild.

The stone house is AWESOME. I picture myself inside snuggled up next to the fire or playing with the imaginary kids on the imaginary rug by that same imaginary fire place.

How about the horse drawn carriage? AWESOME also right! I also like the lake in the background and the picture leaves me guessing as to who lives down the street. I hope they are nice! Maybe there is a bar too.

Winter

Oh snow come visit me again.



Winter to me is a time of magic and beauty.

Oh winter how I miss thee!

Just saying.

There is pain and anger all boiling inside

part of me you can't see but part I can't hide.

I shrug and I shake trying to keep it from you

Acting all normal, and trying to smile too.

But my hands are shaking and my face is all red,

I feel these emotions all filling my head.

Like a kettle on the stove I'm about to scream out

this energy and emotion first comes with a shout.

Then rage and anger flows down to my feet,

knowing I should leave and scared of my heart beat.

I'm ready to run and I must go today

before I do something that will keep you away.

It's always the same this cycle of hate

coming with time no particular date.

There is on thing I know and I'l tell to you

step away from me now, this you must do.

Why lord why, do I keep feeling this way

I'm scared and worried that these feelings will stay.

My smile is my weapon that warms my heart

and I think for a minute that these emotions might part.

Come out sun with your happy light

and help this struggling man today and tonight.

I know there is help out here in this place

Can't recognize the voice or even see your face.

But in song and in praise I here of your name

people singing with joy, I want to feel the same.

So tell me where you hide and where I should look

are you for real? or made up n a book.

For now I wait, confused and afraid

for those I have hurt and the mess I have made.

I leave you with this, if your even listening to me

I want to be stronger, a better person, I can be.

Blah, it's Friday!

Why does the night pass so quick? It feels like I just feel asleep only moments ago. I suppose the coffee industry is in on this sleep conspiracy.

With the coming of winter comes the use of the heater. It is so nice to come home to a warm house. Thank you modern technology for making my life so much easier.

I want a scarf! They are, warm, cummfy and help me look very sophisticated.

I must go to work now. Sorry for the short boring post. See you soon!

My Other Girlfriend

I found myself in a compromising position just the other day. My mind was being torn and my heart ripped apart. I knew at the time that what I was doing was wrong, but it felt so right, so I just kept on doing it. I know, I needed to be stronger and hold true to my morals but it is just too hard when staring into the beautiful face of........GOOGLE EARTH!

That's right, my hearts other interest is Google Earth. I sneak away every chance I get just to spend a few minutes exploring the infinite knowledge and information that is presented in that program. Just yesterday I took a trip to Paris to see the Eiffel Tower then flew to the Pyramids of Egypt and explored much of Africa. It was an amazing trip. On m way back to the states I made a slight detour and roamed about the Brazilian city of Rio De Janeiro. Cool statue! All great trips must end so I headed back to Petaluma just in time to serve snack to 116 kids. Wow!!! What a day. Where to go today. London, prague? I know! New York City. Anyone want to come?

p.s Google may be able to take me all over the world and show me some amazing stuff but nothing compares to the warm embrace of the significant other. :)

Tis the season to be merry!!! Who the "f" is Merry?

Good morning once again. It's cold out the sun is up early and I am excited for this holiday season. I enjoy seeing the early hints that Christmas time is on its way. Stores are decorating with red and green and houses are starting to show their Christmas flair. Now through December is definitely my favorite time of year. Many say that we start this Christmas season too early but I say humbug to that. This is a magical time for kids and adults alike. We hang up lights, decorate trees, reconnect with family, and eat delicious holiday food. So I say, "Come on Christmas, the happiest time of year."
P.S I miss the snow.